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Name: Kyle
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Columbia
Birthday: 5/27/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: Listening to music, playing the piano, movies, the theatre, graphic design, cooking, doodling, talking and hanging with friends, church, traveling, soccer, ice hokey, running, and computers....oh, and I'm a facebook addict.
Occupation: PhD Student
Industry: Counseling


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AIM: kbandermann
MSN: kmbdz2@mizzou.edu


Member Since: 12/17/2004

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

The End :-)

So I've made the decision that I'm not going to write on xanga anymore... at least publicly.  Call it growing up (although I think you can still be very grown up and write on here), call it becoming a little more intraverted (read:  less TMI-type extraversion), or call it the retiring of almost three years of journals... whatever; I think this is it.

I am going to continue posting (privately), but it won't be the same journal-blog-spill-my-heart type postings as before.  I'm actually going to use this space as a self-test for a certain type of cognitive-behavioral therapy I've been thinking about for a long time.  SHUT UP!  I know that sounded really nerdy!!  Don't make fun!  When your shrink prescribes the Bandermann CBT Analyses because you're as crazy as me... you'll be thanking me!!!!

It'll be fun.  Maybe.  And if not... if this seems to do more harm than good... if this turns out to be no fun at all... I can always come back... right?  Who says you can't go home?

So anyway... the end of an era (I think)...

I'm out.

Facebook?  Psh, FACEBOOK?!!  Haha, I'll NEVER give up Facebook!  NEVER!!!!!


Saturday, May 26, 2007

I know what I want and I know what I need...

...but I have no idea how to get it.

That's life:  confusing and disappointing.

All I can do is wait until the day when you wake up and realize what you have... or the day you wake up and wish you did.


Wednesday, May 23, 2007

I just want things back the way they were... back where they belong.

I need that.


Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Trust me.

Trust.

Me.

That's all you need to do.

 


Saturday, May 12, 2007

Ahava Yirmiyahu, el aleph.



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